So, my internet is still down. We've spent several hours on the phone with stupid AT&T. Do you think those assholes have fixed the problem? Nope. I think I'm going to cancel the shit and get a new internet provider.
As previously mentioned, I've been going to Starbucks to go on the internet-- working on my resume/cover letter, paying bills, etc. I was afraid I was to become one of those Starbucks assholes. And my nightmare has come true. I'm a Starbucks asshole.
Normally I hate going places by myself. Especially public places where I'm hanging out by myself. I'm kinda needy that way and I always like company. It's nice to have someone to chat with. I've come to the conclusion, however, that hanging out by myself isn't that bad. It's actually kinda nice. I don't have to worry about entertaining someone. I can just sit here with my ear buds in and listen to music and do stuff on the internet. Not too bad. Obviously, I would prefer company, but I'm ok to be by myself. And I believe that's leaps and bounds from where I've been in the past.
I even went to a concert by myself recently (thanks to PigPen's guidance and coaxing). Well, it actually wasn't by choice, but in the end, I had a delightful time by myself. I find that I'm lovely company. I survived. No one was pointing at me and laughing. I felt kinda empowered and good about the whole situation.
So, yeah. Hmmmmm weird blog. I'm not in a funny- or think I'm funny type mood. Just kinda thoughtful as I'm sitting here being a Starbucks asshole. I'm going home now. Where there's no goddamn internet. Shit.
The End.
As previously mentioned, I've been going to Starbucks to go on the internet-- working on my resume/cover letter, paying bills, etc. I was afraid I was to become one of those Starbucks assholes. And my nightmare has come true. I'm a Starbucks asshole.
Normally I hate going places by myself. Especially public places where I'm hanging out by myself. I'm kinda needy that way and I always like company. It's nice to have someone to chat with. I've come to the conclusion, however, that hanging out by myself isn't that bad. It's actually kinda nice. I don't have to worry about entertaining someone. I can just sit here with my ear buds in and listen to music and do stuff on the internet. Not too bad. Obviously, I would prefer company, but I'm ok to be by myself. And I believe that's leaps and bounds from where I've been in the past.
I even went to a concert by myself recently (thanks to PigPen's guidance and coaxing). Well, it actually wasn't by choice, but in the end, I had a delightful time by myself. I find that I'm lovely company. I survived. No one was pointing at me and laughing. I felt kinda empowered and good about the whole situation.
So, yeah. Hmmmmm weird blog. I'm not in a funny- or think I'm funny type mood. Just kinda thoughtful as I'm sitting here being a Starbucks asshole. I'm going home now. Where there's no goddamn internet. Shit.
The End.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k7X7sZzSXYs
ReplyDeletei kept thinking of this while i read your blog.
While you're there, go ahead and order a double chai mocha half-caff latte with light cream and just a dash of Bailey's. And a cranberry scone.
ReplyDeleteCould be worse. You could be sitting in a fart cloud at the public library.
Where they don't serve coffee.