Thursday, February 17, 2011

It's Official

So, my internet is still down.  We've spent several hours on the phone with stupid AT&T.  Do you think those assholes have fixed the problem?  Nope.  I think I'm going to cancel the shit and get a new internet provider.

As previously mentioned, I've been going to Starbucks to go on the internet-- working on my resume/cover letter, paying bills, etc.  I was afraid I was to become one of those Starbucks assholes.  And my nightmare has come true.  I'm a Starbucks asshole.

Normally I hate going places by myself.  Especially public places where I'm hanging out by myself.  I'm kinda needy that way and I always like company.  It's nice to have someone to chat with.  I've come to the conclusion, however, that hanging out by myself isn't that bad.  It's actually kinda nice.  I don't have to worry about entertaining someone.  I can just sit here with my ear buds in and listen to music and do stuff on the internet.  Not too bad.  Obviously, I would prefer company, but I'm ok to be by myself.  And I believe that's leaps and bounds from where I've been in the past. 

I even went to a concert by myself recently (thanks to PigPen's guidance and coaxing).  Well, it actually wasn't by choice, but in the end, I had a delightful time by myself.  I find that I'm lovely company.  I survived.  No one was pointing at me and laughing.  I felt kinda empowered and good about the whole situation.

So, yeah.  Hmmmmm weird blog.  I'm not in a funny- or think I'm funny type mood.  Just kinda thoughtful as I'm sitting here being a Starbucks asshole.  I'm going home now.  Where there's no goddamn internet.  Shit.

The End.



  1. :) yup. because you're fucking awesome. that is all.

    i kept thinking of this while i read your blog.

  3. While you're there, go ahead and order a double chai mocha half-caff latte with light cream and just a dash of Bailey's. And a cranberry scone.
    Could be worse. You could be sitting in a fart cloud at the public library.
    Where they don't serve coffee.